How much I miss you

How much I miss you,

how much I feel the need,

to kiss you,

to breath air,

and square all quarrels,

that ruined our days,

minutes, moments,

for I did not recognise,

you, alone hurt there,

crying,

felt like dying,

coz of this guy,

male,

who promised you,

a fairytale,

how much my heart aches,

seeing you like that,

every word driven by pain,

trusting? Never again,

a heart is not to mend,

nor to leave a scar,

when we feel apart,

and we're just too far,

a heart is not to lose,

or choose,

or break,

take,

the trillion stars,

that shaped us,

shaped our hearts,

How long I must stay,

on my knees,

asking for love,

begging you please,

How much frustration,

anger and struggle,

you feel like betrayed,

every mountain's height, double,

How much, my flower,

that I didn't water for life,

coz everything was priority,

or guided by pride,

How much shall I whisper,

if you just open the door,

let me in and discover,

its you I adore,

How much my embrace is aching,

to hug you again,

show you, you're mine,

till the last beat stops, eternity and back,

till d end of time.