Those tears running in your eyes


I can see the tears running in your eyes,
of a far distant cry, away from your all
away from our paradise,
away from the ones we truly loved,
cause it's hard to be accused
by the one that once loved you
it's hard to breathe the same air
as your son, your own blood but you can't see him,
I forgive you, I do forgive you,
I forgive all the words you said and what you did,
I forgive you because I want you to know what I am,
I know I said words that hurt you,
and you did likewise,
but who loves, who really loves,
tries to mend
not amend,
the mistakes did
or the deeds done,
for you can love women,
but you can truly love only one,
we chose to be apart,
to start,
our lives afresh,
but do not take it on him,
do not take it on me,
do not give all the guilt to me,
you can truly see,
that we both lied,
we both said the truth,
we both lashed our tongues,
we did not resist for the sake of our son,
resting in the mute,
I know people might turn against me,
but let it be not for what you might say,
for I have to pay for my deeds,
but God will see also you anyway,
believe me I am hurt,
mostly hurt because on my first father's day,
I had to stay away,
from what came from love,
what is blessed from above,
and now everyone seems that is splitting us in half,
trust your brain,
but always follow your heart,
for the days, months and all the years,
when we might survive each other,
or forever be apart,
cause when I love, I love with all me,
and one day you'll discover,
and on that very day, you will truly see.